Recollection day..
..This morning was our recollection day, I was not really excited. Why? because I know that I might cry by the brothers’ sermons. When we were getting started, we sang few songs. Then the Marian Missionaries started to do their thing. The first brother explained to us the meaning or “recollection” and what that is for. The second brother taught us some (sort of) Bible lessons about Christ’s suffering that washed away our sins and that we should open our hearts to Him. I admit, I was feeling sleepy but I was trying so hard not to let myself fall asleep because I know that it would offend the speaker.
..Then came brother cash,.
..I could remember that he was the same person who entered our school’s prayer room when we were about to celebrate the Holy month of rosary..
..He told us the same story,.
..and new stories..
..then his story,. He told us his’ struggles when he was studying. It was really a heart-warming story.
..then he told us to close our eyes while he was making us imagine the thing that he was trying to say and to make us realize things. He cried. He was begging us not to look at him. It made most of us cry.
..I can’t explain it actually,. 
but it made most of us cry our hearts out.
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..after the recollection, we had a thanksgiving mass. Tezza asked me to replace Katrina in offering the flowers. But the teachers were on a hurry, I was asked to bring the candles instead. I was shocked, because I will be the first one to walk on the aisle. I didn’t know what to do withe the candles as well. When I reached in front of the priests, I was trying to ask him where should I bring the candles. But I guess, he didn’t notice. and I thought that I should put it down, on the floor. So, I bent my knees but he was getting the candles. Now I know that I should be giving them to him. haha! that was so embarrassing..
I’m getting upset.. :(
,.hindi ko alam kung may problema, or kung meron man hindi ko alam kung ano yun..
..Bakit ba everytime na magkikita kami ni Aiko HIs and HELLOs nalang lague? unlike before na “Hi teEna!!” then may hug and kiss pa. Madalas din nagtatanguan nalang.. Kapag mag-oonline ako sa YM nagbu-buzz kagad siay, pero ngayon hindi.. ang tagal ko nang naka-online pero wala paring message from her??..
.,pero parang wala lang naman,, na parang wala lang siguro kaming masabi sa isa’t-isa..
.,pero bakit ang cold ng treatment nya sakin these days??
.,I wanna confront her, pero I’m still looking for the right time,. yun bang sure na sure na ako na may problem nga..
..HayYy,. Malapit pa naman graduation.. sana maayos ko kagad..
..hAI naKO!! 
Retreat?? Help!!
..Last night, nabalitaan ko na tuloy na tuloy na ang retreat ng buong section namin,. si Aiko yung unang nagsabi sakin through ym and sinabi ni Romillo sakin na nagpost si Jaja ng bulletine sa Friendster…Nung una alam ko na hindi ako makakasama, kaya kapag may nagtatanong saken kung sasama ako, sinasabi ko na hindi ako sasama dahil sa nanghihinayang ako sa pera. Although gusto ko kasi bonding time for the whole section before graduation day at before kami magkahiwa-hiwalay.
..Gusto akong pahiramin ni Aiko ng pera para makasama lang ako,. pumayag ako,. pero nung nagpaalam na ako sa mommy ko,hindi ako pinayagan.. nakakapanghinayang na hindi ako makakasama.. pero sobrang iniisip ko talaga ang perang gagastusin ko don.. Sa panahon ngayon,, halos hindi na natin maramdaman ang pagdaan ng pera sa mga kamay ng tao,, lalo na sakin.. haha! kaya napag-isip-isip kong i-control ang pag-gastos ko, dahil na rin sa next school year college na ako. Gusto ko sana na magastos ko lahat ng allowance ko na nakakabili ako ng mga bagay na magagamit ko even panglife-time.
..Sana naiintindihan nyo ang situation ko. Sorry kung meron akong napa-asa na sasama ako. I want to spend the rest of the days and time na magkakasama tayo before tayo magpart ng ways, pero I still need to consider few things.
Start of a new adventure
After a long journey in high school, finally!, I am graduating. I’ve been waiting for the moment to finally ascend the stage wearing a toga and get my diploma.
But still, it’ not the end of life’s adventure. I will study in college pa. Syempre gusto kong makapagtapos. I am not planned yet kung saang college ako papasok. Medyo decided na ako sa Miriam at sabi din ng mommy ko na doon nalang, hindi masyadong malayo sa house. Nagpapractice na nga ajkong mag-english kasi puro daw inglesera daw nandon at dahil narin mayayaman halos lahat ng nandon. Well, hindi naman ako magpapaka-sosyal at magfi-feeling na mayaman eh, ayoko lang na maliitin nila ang isang katulad ko . Pero come to think of it, it’s a all-girls Catholic school, which means mababait din naman siguro mga nag-aaral doon. Hmmm… Bahala na. Mag-eenrol ako doonpara mag-aral at matuto. Haha!
Anyway, this summer vacation, I am planning to apply for a summer job sa McDonalds Katipunan kung saan currently nagtatrabaho pinsan ko. Pina-submit ko na nga yung Bio-data ko eh. Nagyaya ako ng iba, tinext ko sila aiko ang lomi at si gamz lang ang nagreply. Aiun, binigay niya yung bio-data niya kinabukasan. Kaya ang next step, maghintay ng tawag galling sa manager. Yun ay kung hindi nila malalaman na may pinsan ako doon. Bawal daw kasi yun. Pero seasonal lang naman eh, summer job lang, siguro naman pwede yun. Super decided na talaga ako kasi wala akong maipang-gastos. Hehe. Ang totoo, marami akong gusting bilhin na pwede kong magamit sa College. (parang pareho lang yun ah! Haha!). Seriously, gusto ko ding makatulong sa parents ko kahit papaano. Isa pa, gusto ko ding magka-experience sa pagtatrabaho. Kaya aiun. Medyo kinakabahan ako kasi kailangan daw maipasa ko yung mga challenges/tests sa akin bago ako makapasok. Una, interview. Pangalawa, Exam. Pangatlo, pag-oOJT at ang mas lalong nakakakaba eh yung mga parinig daw ng mga manager na sa una daw masungit pero mabait din pala. Kung baga, challenge talaga para sa aking yun. Pero nakaka-excite ng sobra.
I’ve been into sorrow, I wanna be into bliss. I will now do all my best to achieve that goal. I want to be happy in life and I want to make people surrounding me happy as well.
I can do this! I’m on it! For a better me! I will give every best that I can. I know God is with me always.
Never say “goodbye”, say “see you later”!
Last March 13,2008 was the last day of my high school life. It makes me sad because I am going to miss my classmates. But it makes me happy at the same time because I will be a college student SOON!! lol. I can’t wait kahit na sobrang kinakabahan ako. Hindi pa kasi ako decided sa college/university na papasukan ko.. haha! Pero sabi ng mommy ko, Miriam College nalang daw. Nag-take na nga ako ng entrance exam last March 8 before nung prom. What do you think? Bagay ba ako doon?. Totoo ba talagang mayayaman at maganda lang ang mga nag-aaral don? Pero kahit saan pa ako mag-aral, ang pinakahihintay ko ay graduation ulit. Haha! Gusto ko na kasing magtrabaho at magka-money!. Lol.
Anyway, sobrang unforgettable ang last year ko sa high school. Before magstart yung classes, I was so contented na mag-Aguinaldo nalang. Pero days before, may tumawag sakin at tinanong ako kung gusto ko pang mag-Rizal. Nagdalawang isip ako nun,a part of me was saying “yes! I wanted to be in Rizal”.
…Mas pinili ko yung Aguinalo nung una para kasama ko si aiko at avin, at dahil din sa sinabi ni Mrs. Chua nung 3rd yr. pa kami na masgusto nya na around 30 students lang ang i-handle niya sa 4th year.
..Now, I felt God’s purpose for letting me to be a part of Rizal. Hindi si Mrs. Chua ang naging adviser namin, si Mrs. Nina Ramo. Parang gusto talaga niya na mabilang ako sa grupo para itama ko ang mga nagawa kong mali at mag-move on.
Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin ko. Hehe. Haya hanggang dito nalang po muna.
..Thanks and Godbless you!
IV-Rizal Batch 2007-2008 ng
Roosevelt College Marikina
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Thanks for the memories!! I will miss you all! Ingat and Godless you.
–teEna
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